Tonight I sat here and decided that I don’t want my blog to be as encoded as I had originally planned. When I first begun it was to write and have no one know what I was, just get my feelings out there. But now, I want to be known, to be heard, to find my way. I have gotten more out of the month in writing my feelings on a blog than I have in the years I have kept everything a secret, kept it all inside of me. Hopefully in the next months and years it just just get even better. Hopefully I will find my way.