I know my hair is crazy red/orange but there is something about it today that makes me feel boss as shit. I’m going to pop my imaginary collar and walk that way today. 



The store I work in also has a flower shop, until recently I didn’t think there was a green speckle in my body. Then a couple of plants were dying and we were going to have to throw them out, I decided to take them home. Boom, not only did I bring them back to life, but then babe bloomed more than once. Since I’m moving next month I decided I wanted a few cuts off the plants we have and start growing them myself. As the florist was ordering some plants I told her to order me a surprise plant to take with me. She went to order me a citrus plant, because everyone should have a “cocktail” plant she said. The wholesaler was out and I ended up getting a pineapple plant… Can’t say I’m upset, look how cute this thing is!! ☘🍀🌴🌳👍🏾😍

Penny Lane

Just sharing, because this is not a posed picture and she is so cute I could barely get up this morning. It was cold and gray out, we could have stayed under the covers and snuggled all day🐺

Hump Day

Today, for lack of better words.. Was trying. Half the day I was running around like my head was cut off, the other I had a headache and wanted to punch someone. It was one of those days where we weren’t exactly busy, but every customer was a project, I called 5-6 insurance companies today. Ya, it’s a little different for a pharmacy to call them, thank goodness, but still, it’s a lot of work. Not only that… But I just didn’t want to be there. My mind was not in it today, and my annoying coworker just seems to get more annoying by the day. It’s like he has no common sense, and as soon as we get busy, no where to be found. Pisses me off. When we are slow, he will start counting meds, then suddenly he is gone, so you don’t know if you should start counting or if he is getting a drink or in the loo. Nope, he’s gone for like an hour doing anything besides his job, fucker. 

This Sunday/Monday almost all of my assignments for this semester are due, and I am really starting to panic about it. I haven’t gotten behind or anything, it’s more the fact that all of a sudden there is so much that needs to be done. This may be the first semester I didn’t put everything off till this week. As I’m sitting there at work, I just want to get my school work done, it is the craziest thing. Not only do I feel grown up, but my mind feels torn.. Not in a bad way, but I’m not there when I’m working. Oh well, I’ll get it all done this week and then, I’m going to get myself a bottle (or 2) or wine and celebrate, maybe even by myself, at this point I don’t care if anyone joins me. 

Two weeks left this semester… I got this👍🏾👍🏾👍🏾👍🏾😁😁😁😁
Side bar: sometimes as I’m writing I stop and wonder, am I writing the word “i” too much? This whole post was all about me, it had the word “i” so many times, why is that? Do I need to change what the topic is? Do I need to think about someone else? What is the problem here? Then I just have to stop and remember, this blog is to help ME, not anyone else. If no one reads it, oh well, the point was to write my feelings down, to vent my day. I can write I as many times and I damn well please. Hahaha 😘

Finding My Way

Tonight I sat here and decided that I don’t want my blog to be as encoded as I had originally planned. When I first begun it was to write and have no one know what I was, just get my feelings out there. But now, I want to be known, to be heard, to find my way. I have gotten more out of the month in writing my feelings on a blog than I have in the years I have kept everything a secret, kept it all inside of me. Hopefully in the next months and years it just just get even better. Hopefully I will find my way.